Final

My LVL 1 Electrical final is in a week and i don't know if i'm fully ready. Fuck. Hopefully i can cram lots of studying in this next week and that will make me ready. Drinking lots of OJ and coffee usually makes me alert for studying and i got banned on this image board site i go to everyday till the 14th so i don't know if thats a good thing. (Probably is) Well wish me luck and keep on bloggin!

Summers Here

What a fantastic sunny day!. The pool temperature is 90 and I'm gonna go swimming later. Today everything went pretty smooth so far- I woke up at my girlfriends, went to school for 2 blocks, and now im gonna blaze and swim in a heated pool. Life is pretty sweet. The only things i gotta worry about is what comes after graduation. By the way, I officially graduated on Sunday after a boring 3 hour ceremony. I got to keep someone else's Grad Cap but otherwise it was a good day- I ate a foot-long subway sandwich right after so that made it worthwhile. I still don't know what car i'm gonna get after i get a job, which is gonna be pretty soon- just two more weeks! My range is around 4-6 grand and i'm looking for an SUV, something like a 4Runner, Pathfinder, but hopefully an infinity Qx4. I would settle for a jeep too, i'm just looking for something thats spacious in the back and looks like a badass monster. Another thing i need to do is start downloading music again in mass production. About a year ago i had my Sansa Mp3 and i had over 900 songs. My awesome mp3 met it's cruel fate when i left in my pants and it ended up in the washing machine. Oh well, you win some, you loose some. I used to listen to mostly rap but i had rock in there too. Today i'll hopefully replenish my collection to a good state  but the sad thing is that i forgot most of the songs names. All you bloggers help me out and tell me some of the songs you recommend.

Here's what i like : Wu Tang Clan, 2Pac, Nas, The Game, Scarface, BTNH, Deadmau5, Showtek, Eminem, Immortal Technique, Tech N9ne, Snoop Dogg, Dr Dre, CMW, all of Death Row records, Outkast, Young Buck, Diddy, Notorious BIG, The Beatles, Rolling Stones, classic rock, hopefully you got the idea...

Heres a pic about recycling :)

Dwell on the past, loose an eye. Forget the past, loose two eyes.

Just finished hanging out with a friend today i haven't seen in months. Everything was great and this guy happens to be my best friend. We share many of the same ideas but he's way more stubborn and that's what usually gets us into the rare arguments. We talked about all different sorts of things including the current state of the world today. Apparently Gadaffi's kids all got murdered by the US and its some NATO conspiracy- so i learned something new today and thats always good. My plans are seeing the Hangover 2 with my gf tonight, but i don't know weather the theaters will still be packed- last time the tickets were sold out when we got there for all the showtimes. If we don't end up seeing it we'll probably just watch some netflix and eat some popcorn. Hopefully with bow chicka wow wow. Anybody know any netflix films you can recommend watching? I'm more into war, action, scary cult movies, alien stuff, and all the films that make you think. Some of my favorites are American History X, Saw Films, and Enemy at the Gates. Anyway the reason i chose such a title for this blog is because over the past few days thats pretty much how i felt. Its a Russian proverb and i thought it pretty much summed up my situation. Well now I'm gonna work on my blog some more, until next time friends!

Heres some sexy 4x4 ing

The Business of America is Business

Scene from Scarface


Host: I've heard whispers about the financial support
your government receives from the drug industry.

Guest: Well, the irony of this, of course, is that
this money, which is in the billions, is coming from
your country. You see, you are the major purchaser of
our national product, which is of course cocaina, cocaine.

Host: On one hand, you're saying the United States
government is spending millions of dollars to
eliminate the flow of drugs onto our streets. At the
same time, we are doing business with the very same
goverment that is flooding our streets with cocaine.

Guest: Mmm-hmm, si, si. Let me show you a few other
characters that are involved in this tragic comedy.

Go listen to Peruvian Cocaine its a very powerful song. Its about both the corrupt governments in the world and about drugs.  Anyway this blog will be about drugs i guess. I've never done any hardcore shit like heroin, or coke, or nothing like that. All I've done was ridiculous amounts of weed (spread out evenly over the course of 2 years) and I drink from time to time- say, one or twice a month. I've say i had about 30 different kinds, probably 2 of them were laced but I try to stay away from the laced shit. I've had about 4 different bongs (bought the 3rd one yesterday its about a foot with a peculator in it), and Ive only smashed one. That's good in my opinion since my dumb ass friends break them on a monthly basis. Here's a tip for all you stoners, Bongs get you way more baked then joints. Most of your probably know that but if i wanted to be super baked i'd hit a home made bong over a joint any day. I made a few great ones (notables: RPG, mini nuke), and of course I've given them appropriate names. I'm currently taking resperidone and lorazepam for my current condition. I've had a psychotic episode of psychosis and the doctors still cant put their fingers on it weather it was mania or psychosis. Long story short, they told me not to blaze or drink for a while - until they can at least sort it out. Well i have of course anyway but i feel like thats not what triggered my episode, and i'm almost certain it was 100% because of the money money. Well now i'm gonna go get ready for my commencement have a great day world.

The game i'm currently playing. Fucking rivers of fun when your baked too.

well well well....

alright you fuckers i think im onto you already. well my new phone company im with is mobilicity and the service is overall pretty good. Im gonna get the data plan next month so i can have my toy actually working. The company is fucking around as im writing this and im tired and wanna talk to my babeh and go to bed. today was a good day but people cant expect to be around others and be carefree. i only help the good guys so if youre bad , go fuck yerselfs somewhere else. Well im gonna go to bed for the night got a long day ahead of me tmrw
heres a cool pic

People....

Fuck i just want people to stop hounding and investigating, if you know what i know than lets both pretend we don't know. I don't want any weird looks either. Long live democracy! and the commissariat!

Today was a good day

well everythings going great in my opinion. Now im back in highschool and i go everyday. Still hate cops and my friends are telling me to sue but i dont think i will. Ill just live my life quietly here. On the bright side i got a 2010 Gateway laptop! its pretty nice and im using it right now.

Happening Again

Ford Explorers! Nissan pathfinders! Toyota 4Runners! and Jeeps of all different sorts is all i see on the roads of my city these days. Fuck those cars are awesome, but i do find it wierd, and it looks like im starting to be followed all over again. It doesn't matter to me at all. It could just be me but i remembered the faces of every cop that tried to fuck around with me in the jails so i still remember all of them. I know a thing or two about computers- im not claiming to be an expert but i do know IPs can be tracked easily. They're probably following me because they think im doing illegal activity, but i'm really not. But all i can say is they can test my patience and see what happens. I still belive im involved with some big class people because signs and signals were given to me throughout the day many times. All i wish for was for Canada to be a lawful country, hopefully run by the NDP because they're the ones that they want change. The police in my community is without a doubt run irresponsibly and in a caotic matter- here ill give you an example. An 18 year old with no previous criminal history asks for a lawyer and medical attention while he fully cooperates with the law and in the end he is put in a cell for no reason. People who know about this would argue that the cops are fucked up but the cops just believe the 18 year old is just a punk who doesnt know anything. All i want is peace and quiet and for everyone to stop going after me. I don't mind it however, but i do admit at certain times it does piss me off because ther's way to many different faces on the streets everyday. My supersonic-ness is still there and i might sound like a crazy person to whoever is reading my posts, but trust me, I'm as sane as the current president of the united states (Ok example). Heres a pic that describes my mood today (the rich being the people that corrupt the country and make it a horrible place)

Random Entry

So how do I get followers and more people on my blog? I told you guys what happened over the last 3 weeks and now i need some visitors to comment or vote or do something because i'm pretty new at this shit. Seriously- this is the first blog i ever made and i don't know if 40 visitors in 3 days is good. I think it's alright but now im ready to talk about random stuff and you guys comment anywhere and feel free to ask questions or just comment in general. Im not trying to boast but i think im a pretty interesting kid ( man i would say since im 18). I have a hot young gf and im interested in pretty much anything. I don't hate homo's or any race for that matter but i dislike people that fucking piss me off. Otherwise apart from that i'm a really nice guy lol. Im christian and i read the bible and been through a lot of shit i might even upload a pic of me one day if people start fucking commenting or making me see that this isn't some ghost blog :) Picture not related but here is the car i want to get  for my first ride ... infinity QX4 bitchezz

1997-2001 Model is what i want (i might settle for just a pathfinder though)

Epic Tale: 3 weeks of hell (Part 3)

After the 3rd transfer to the high security jail things went completely down hill. I started actually going crazy, i started hearing voices, but not the ones that make you crazy but i believed i heard the footsteps and conversations of everyone in the whole fucking building and my surroundings. I heard jingling of keys and i can distinguish everyone differently. What im trying to say was i think i went completely nuts and got supersonic hearing and supersonic everything. In the end every single cop was scared to come see me but they send these 2 faggots (actual 2 gay men that were making remarks at my almost naked 18 yo body) to come and watch me. But holy shit after a few hours both of them were terrified in the britches. I don't know what it was but i was or where i got such a vast imagination from but here is some things what i said:

"Im gonna personally shove my two thumbs in your neck and slowly rip out your spine and tie it around the other faggots neck. Then, while your lying boneless on the floor im gonna tear of your fucking legs and hang you to a wall you fucking fat sack of ugly shit. Then the other Blondie faggot, ill rip of his legs too! and i know theres antiseptic here somewhere so ill keep you both faggots alive for as long as i can and do a little mix and match with your homo fucking legs"....

{ i went on for hours, not just that but my hatred for men that were rude to me build up to such a level that i thought every man that tried to do shit was a homosexual (apparently a common side effect of psychosis) }

After hours i was transfered to 3 different cells because i turned every one into a fucked up sight. The dumb idiot cops, or should i say GUARDS. Yes thats a new trick i learned that they do. First they bring you in in cop uniforms and after they change into guard uniforms and claim that they don't work there. It didn't matter, i knew. Anyway after a long battle with the establishment and several more hours later i was brought in with a face mask on a stretcher to a hospital where i spent 3 weeks recovering. Now im out and feel much better. There thats my story now i can talk about random shit on my blog.

Epic Tale: 3 Weeks of Hell (Part 2)

Big Pimpin Spending Cheese

Well at first it wasn't exactly all fun for me. I had an enormous adrenaline rush because i believed in my mind that everything around me was placed there for a reason - for me to own it. I like nice clothes, good food, and a good life and that's what was basically given to me. I was running around neighbourhoods having thoughts of being followed everywhere i went. Now for the average shrink or reader, one might think it was just a mental disorder, but i would argue that it was half and half, the other half being reality. Because lets be honest here, its not common for streets to be FILLED and i mean only packed with cars of your choice and people walking up to you with bags of money (Or whatever you desired). The only problem with living large is paying taxes and the fucking government. I, on the other hand, am just an 18 year old with no current job so the only way i was caught was being charged ( and that's an exaggeration, i got Scott free because i actually didn't do anything) with siphoning gas, breaking into cars, and hopping on motor bikes. The picture i attached pretty much summed up what i was seeing. In the end however i was put in a holding cell by two fat fucking idiot pigs who didn't know shit about the law. They refused me a lawyer! medical attention! right to a phone call and the list goes on. After I was out of there, boy did i love seeing the faces on those two fat cops who were gonna go to their own jail. After the next morning i was released that's when i started hopping on all those bikes and cars ( sorry for going back and forward ) and right after that I was arrested ( or charged , whatever the fuck they say ) for nothing again, and transferred to a different jail. But boy this wasn't over yet!

Epic Tale: 3 weeks of hell (Part 1)

Ive just been released from the hospital yesterday at noon and already gotten back to my regular self. The doctors told me i have been diagnosed with a condition called Psychosis. Apparently its quite common and often happens to male individuals in their late teens (18-20) and later on in life for women. What i had was an episode of Mania. My story, or Epic Tale ( a more proper name) must be told and this is partly why i created this blog. First of all let me explain to some of you what mania is. Mania is the complete opposite of Depression. It`s when you feel like you have infinite energy and want to do everything possible in the world,- at least thats how i felt. The problem with it is you can get carried away easily and in those 3 weeks i`ve done some pretty reckless stuff. Here are a few examples : Bank fraud from 1000$ (1st day) 10000$ (2nd day) and 100 000$ (3rd day). Thats when the police kinda got involved. But im not an idiot, and never claimed to be one because i thought i was doing what i was doing legally, but i got a little carried away and never meant to go into 6 digits. Don`t worry in the end i had it all taken away and had to pay a 300$ fine. But i beat the system and splurged a bit without being detected :). Anyway the mania came from the money, and just like Biggie says Mo Money, Mo Problems, and thats exactly what happened.

Shroom Experience

That picture is pretty awesome but its far from what i've experienced yesterday. Me and my Gf both had like 2 gs on 3 pieces of pizza. I waited for her to eat it first (last time it took her 40mins to eat it because it was gross and by then i was already tripping), while i put it all on one mega slice and waited for my loved one to munch her shit first. This time it didn't take 40 mins it took only 30 mins for her to eat it... I found that retarded again and worst of all the trip didn't even work. First i thought i have bough shitty shrooms or something but then i thought about how we ate them, and the digestion process probably took longer because we didn't even chew them out good we just scarfed them down along with the pizza. Last time i did them with my girlfriend i munched them in like 5 mins chasing them with a Monster. That time i was tripping ballz and saw dogs with 8 heads and 6 legs while watching the Dog Whisperer. Unfortunately this time my girlfriend started crying and said i was being mean to her so it turned out to be a shitty trip. I didn't even fuck her this time! I always wanted to have sex on shrooms- it didn't work out the first time, and the 2nd time was a fail too. Overall shitty experience, but i blazed earlier in the day so my day wasnt too bad in general.

My little Bio

 

Ok here goes my little biography. I'm 18 years old right now and I'm attending my last year of highschool. I have a gf, we've been dating for almost half a year and I love her very much. She is so fucking tight (in the best possible way) and shes become my best friend after we started dating. Now I live in north America and I'm almost on my way of being an apprentice electrician. Anyway, u was born In Russia, and mOved abruptly in 2000. Im 18 right now, and In my life I've smoked weed, drank, and did mushrooms. Funny thing is doing them for the 2nd time tonight :). Guess what my next blog response would be about ?

First Blog Entry

6:01 Pm Wedndsday May 25th 2011

Day of Release

First of all let me say id always have a fear of being watched. At the same time i can also add that i always wanted to create some sort of blog for me to post my daily input and thoughts on. I'm still feeling kind of funny from the hospital and this is my first blog ever. I'm baked right now but im smart enough to be able to write proper blogs because i did well in the intellectual field. I never mean to brag, im christian, and if people think I'm a pussy or say whatever they want, i don't give a fuck because only god can judge me in the end.

Test

My life as an 18 year old changed suddenly 3 weeks ago and will never be the same again. First Test Post.